My Utmost for His Highest!!!

This was written by Oswald Chambers, but truth, wisdom and insight can be found in his writing . My perspective of Jeff losing his job are changing, realizing that no matter the circumstance God is at work and I am to rely on Him for all things....with that said I wanted to share today's reading !

God called Jesus Christ to what seemed absolute disaster. And Jesus called His disciples to see Him put to death, leading every one of them to the place where their hearts were broken. His life was an absolute failure from every standpoint except God's. But what seemed to be a failure from man's standpoint was triumph from God's standpoint, because God's purpose is never the same as man's purpose.

This bewildering call of God comes into our lives as well. The call of God can never be understood absolutely or explained externally; it is a call that can only be perceived and understood internally by our true inner nature. The call of God is like the call of the sea - no one hears it except the person who has the nature of the sea in him. What God calls us to cannot be definitely stated, because His call is simply to be His friend to accomplish His own purposes. Our real test is in truly believing that God knows what He desires. The things that happen, do not happen by chance- they happen entirely by the decree of God. God is sovereignly working out His own purposes.

If we are in fellowship and oneness with God and recognize that He is taking us into His purposes, then we will no longer strive to find out what His purposes are. As we grow in the Christian life, it becomes simpler to us, because we are less inclined to say " I wonder why God allowed this or that?" And we begin to see what compelling purpose of God lies behind everything in life, and that God is divinely shaping us into oneness with that purpose. A Christian is someone who trusts in the knowledge and the wisdom of God, not his own abilities. If we have a purpose of our own, it destroys the simplicity and the calm,relaxed pace which should be characteristics of the children of God.

note- I highlighted the parts the struck, made me feel uncomfortable, forced me to examine my own self reliance and how little I trust Him. He is changing me!